After of 19yrs of public service, my body gave up. My injuries stopped me from working. Drs are telling me my pains are mental (fybromyalgia). I refuse to be diagnosed with mental issues, when I know what I feel after 4 surgeries and numerous back injections. Medical drs just want to keep operating me & I have refused anymore surgical procedures. I am tired of the consumer ways of modern medicine. I am here to start a new chapter & learn a more holistic, ancient way of life, not only for myself, but for others as well.